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== General Information ==
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''Written by: A. Lee and B. Moody''<br>
== General information ==
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''Written by: [[A. Lee]], [[B. Moody]] and [[D. Hodges]]''
One of the most popular songs ever recorded by the band. This song lasts the entire span of Evanescence’s recording history. It is credited as the 4th song ever written for Evanescence. Ben Moody wrote the original in full when he was 15 years old. It is the second song that he wrote for the band (Understanding is credited as his first). In the later versions of the song, Amy Lee is credited to have written the bridge and the coinciding piano part to the song. There are seven different recorded versions of the song. The Fallen version of the song has strings by composer Graeme Revell.<br>
 
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'''''My Immortal''''' is the fourth track from [[Evanescence]]'s debut album, ''[[Fallen]]''. Amy Lee and Ben Moody co-wrote the song when they were 15, in 1996.<ref name="dc101" /><ref>[https://web.archive.org/web/20230709192356/https://www.billboard.com/music/music-news/evanescences-future-uncertain-amy-lee-interview-6259161/ "Evanescence’s Future Uncertain, Says Amy Lee: ‘I Have a Lot More That I Want To Do With My Life’"]. ''Billboard''. September 22, 2014.</ref> Ben wrote the lyrics about a fictional story. According to him, the song is about a spirit staying with you after its death and haunting you until you actually wish that the spirit were gone because it won't leave you alone.<ref name="cluesproblems" /><ref name="billboardpop" /> Amy wrote the song's melody, piano and added the bridge,<ref>{{cite news|last=Lee|first=Amy|title=Haunted Written Lyrics|url=http://evboard.com/showthread.php?11685-Haunted-Written-Lyrics&p=705972&viewfull=1#post705972|archiveurl=https://ghostarchive.org/archive/lRt1m|date=August 3, 2005|archivedate=September 18, 2023}}</ref><ref name=americansongwriter /> and contributed a "little bit" to the lyrics.<ref name="Grammy" /> The song was originally going to be included on Amy and Ben's 1998 EP ''[[Evanescence (EP)|Evanescence]]'', but it didn't make the cut. Ben said in 2003: "Some of the songs on ''Fallen'' are six years old. They've been reworked over the years, but ''[[Whisper]]'', ''[[Imaginary]]'', ''My Immortal'', those are songs that have been around since Amy and I first started writing music together."<ref name="metaledge2" />
The song has many different interpretations. Ben wrote a short story before writing the lyrics to the song. The song according to Ben is about a spirit staying with you after its death and haunting you until you actually wish that the spirit were gone because it won't leave you alone. Ben dedicated the song along with the Fallen album to his grandfather. The song peaked at #2 on the pop chart just behind Britney Spears’ Toxic, and was #1 on the Hot Adult Contemporary chart for 3 weeks.<br>
 
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In 2000, they released the demo record ''[[Origin]]'', which had a demo of the song. This demo was recorded late at night at the radio station where Amy's [[John Lee|father]] worked because they couldn't afford a "real session."<ref name="cluesproblems" /> The demo contained a MIDI keyboard and Lee's demo vocal performance as a teen.<ref name="kerrang2017" /><ref name=metaledge2005 /><ref name="piano" group="note" /> Wind-up's A&R [[Diana Meltzer]] said that when she heard the song she "knew it was a hit".<ref name="diana" /> Wind-up Records forced them to use the demo from ''Origin'' on ''Fallen'',<ref name="undercover" /> and strings were added by [[Daredevil Soundtrack|''Daredevil'' soundtrack]] composer [[Graeme Revell]].<ref name="mixmag" /><ref name="cluesproblems" /> This was the only recording from ''Origin'' that Wind-Up used.<ref>[[:File:OriginInfo.jpeg|Email from December 20, 2012 between AeternusAmatorius and a source who claimed to be close to the band during the 1995 to 2001 eras]]</ref>
The video was directed by David Mouldy and was filmed in Barcelona, Spain. The video touches upon the theme of solitude and loneliness. The video was filmed 2 weeks before Ben Moody walked away.<br>
 
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In a 2024 interview, Amy said the demo version made Wind-up sign the band.<ref name=RSjapan /> "They were really attached to it and they'd listened to that recording so many times, for years, that by the time we were recording the album, they just couldn't get over the demo."<ref name=RSjapan /> Even though the song was re-recorded in a real studio with strings by David Campbell and Amy's mature voice, the label said, "You know, we really prefer the demo." Amy refuted saying the re-recording should be on the album, but the label replied, "No, there's magic in the demo."<ref name=RSjapan />
The band version of My Immortal is Ben Moody's last recording with Evanescence before his departure in October of 2003.<br>
 
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The recording with Revell's strings was included in the ''Daredevil'' soundtrack by Wind-up Records, along with "[[Bring Me to Life]]".<ref name="dc101">{{cite web|title=Interview with DC101 radio on February 24, 2003|url=http://evanescencereference.info/music/Evanescence-DC101%20Interview%202.mp3 |work=Elliot in the Morning|date=February 24, 2003|archive-url=https://web.archive.org/web/20070226054023/http://evanescencereference.info/music/Evanescence-DC101%20Interview%202.mp3 |archive-date=February 26, 2007}}</ref> The movie's director, Mark Steven Johnson, picked ''My Immortal'' for the funeral scene in the movie.<ref name="rocksound2" /><ref name="wp2003" />
Commercial release: December 8, 2003/December 30, 2003<br>
 
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Until near the end of 2002, the ''Fallen'' version (only piano) was played live. They then began playing the "band" version (with the rock ending), which later became the version they released as a single. The "band" version was the version Amy and Ben had originally recorded for ''Fallen'' with strings arrangements by [[David Campbell]], who Amy wanted to work with and "fought" to have on the album.<ref name="dazeddigital" /><ref name="cluesproblems" /> The ''[[Mystary EP]]'' version is like the demo recording of the "band" version. Amy is playing piano with added strings in the background. Like the ''Fallen'' version, this version doesn't include the rock part at the end.
This song has been nominated for Best Pop Vocal Performance by Duo or Group for the 47th Annual Grammy Awards.<br>
 
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Since Ben wrote the lyrics, Amy said in an interview that it was weird to sing someone else's lyrics, but she learned to reinterpret them and make sense to her.<ref name="metaledge" /> Amy stated that she dislikes the song because "it's just not [her]" and she feels that she's "grown so much now".<ref name="undercover" /> It's the only song Amy didn't write the lyrics to, so she feels disconnected from it.<ref name="Grammy">{{cite news|last=Enos|first=Morgan|title=Evanescence's Amy Lee On Her Upcoming Tour With Halestorm, Friendship With Lzzy Hale & How She Feels About "My Immortal" Today|url=https://web.archive.org/web/20211025150214/https://www.grammy.com/grammys/news/evanescence-amy-lee-interview-halestorm-lzzy-hale-tour-co-headlining-the-bitter-truth-my-immortal|newspaper=Grammy|date=October 21, 2021}}</ref><ref name=americansongwriter />
 
The song peaked at #2 on the pop chart just behind Britney Spears' "Toxic".<ref name="billboardpop" />
 
At the end of the ''Fallen'' and the "band" versions a beeps code can be heard. This effect was used also at the end of the electronic version of ''[[Breathe No More]]'' and ''[[Give Unto Me]]''. This code was believed to be a morse code, but it turned out to be a false information; this is what Ben explained about it:
{{quote|It's actually a preset pattern on a keyboard synthesizer that we were using on that song. And if you sustain the note long enough, it trails off into this beeping that sounds a lot like Morse Code and we thought that it sounded really cool, so we left it. So it's there by accident, to be perfectly honest with you.<ref name=netmusiccount />}}
 
''My Immortal'' was confirmed to be re-recorded and included on the orchestral album, ''[[Synthesis]]'', when the track list was revealed through the album's pre-order on September 15, 2017. This version was performed live for the first time on October 14, 2017 at the Pearl Concert Theater in Las Vegas, Nevada for the Synthesis Live tour. Watch a performance of the song [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6XfU5T_3LyU here]. In a 2017 interview, Amy noted that ''My Immortal'' is not her favourite song and almost didn't make it to ''Synthesis''.<ref name="newsau" /> She stated:
 
{{quote|I seriously considered not putting it on the album, but it’s this really cool opportunity to do it again. The version that I hear 99.9 percent of the time, I’m in a grocery store and it comes on, is this old demo that I cannot stand. It’s not even a real piano and it’s me singing late at night at my dad’s work where they had a studio and he let us go in there and record and I was in high school. So part of me just wanted to rerecord it and it was just too good of an opportunity to put a new version with [[David Campbell]]’s beautiful arrangement at the top of the pile. But that song I’ve never really felt close to. It was written a really long time ago, but now it’s become this big part of our history between our fans and me and I think about the song and the way it makes me feel now. It’s about them, it’s about my relationship with our fans over the years.<ref name=forbes />}}
 
When asked which Evanescence song that she got bored of in an interview in December 2020, Amy replied ''My Immortal'':
{{Quote|I went through a phase where I considered never playing it again because I'm so sick of it. It's hard to have your sound wrapped up into one song, but in general artists are known for one song above the others and for us that's either '[[Bring Me to Life|Bring Me To Life]]' or 'My Immortal'. Both of them have something that doesn't sum up our band right, 'Bring Me To Life' has the rap, but 'My Immortal' is the one Evanescence song that I didn't write the lyrics to. It's precious and from this formative time where we were learning how to make music, but our old guitar player wrote the words and I've never liked them. You tend to love something that you pour your real self and heart into more, so it was never my favourite.<ref name=rocksound2020 />}}
 
In a 2023 interview, Amy said the song "didn’t mean a lot to me in the beginning. That was a song I got sick of. There were a couple of years where I was like, ‘I’m not playing the song tonight. I don’t want to. I’m tired of it.'"<ref name=americansongwriter /> However, she performs it every night before the last song in the set list in a moment where she thanks the fans. Although it doesn't resonate with her as the lyrics were written by Ben, she said: "I really sing the words to the fans. It really means something to me now that it couldn’t have meant then because they weren’t there. It feels like it was always about that now."<ref name=americansongwriter />
 
In a ''Kerrang!'' cover story about the 20th anniversary of ''Fallen'', Amy discussed how the song came about and the inclusion of a strings version on the remaster reissue:
{{quote|“Ben played a droning note thing on the piano and it was really beautiful. It wasn’t completely finished, but it was the song. I was like, ‘Let me take this, think about it, and make a real piano part.’ When I was 15, I lived in a house with my parents and there was my grandparents’ old piano in the garage. I worked really hard, arranged the part, and then realised later it was in the wrong key. The piano was way out of tune, but we liked it. Still to this day, when we play it live, I do it the way that I wrote it in the garage. I wasn’t crazy about the label putting the demo version on Fallen. The official version in my head is the band version we did in the studio at that time, the one David Campbell wrote strings to. Whether the band comes in or not, that’s the version. I only realised a few years ago that we didn’t have a version out in the world where the band just doesn’t come in where it’s the studio version, so I made it and we put that on the deluxe!”<ref name=kerrang2023 />}}
 
==Versions==
'''Studio versions:'''
 
'''My Immortal [''Fallen'' version]'''
*''Recording date:'' 1999, 2002 (Strings)
*''Status:'' Released
*''Released on:''
:''[[Fallen]]'' (track #4) – the third single off the album
:''[[Daredevil Soundtrack|Daredevil: The Album]]'' (track #17)
:most of [[My Immortal Single|"My Immortal" single]] editions
*''Length:'' 4:24
 
'''My Immortal [''Mystary'' version]'''
*''Recording date:'' 2001–2002
*''Status:'' Released
*''Released on:'' ''[[Mystary EP]]'' (track #2)
*''Length:'' 4:40
 
'''My Immortal [Band version]'''
*''Recording date:'' August - November 2002
*''Status:'' Released
*''Released on:''
:Re-release of ''[[Fallen]]'' (track #12, track #13 on Japanese editions)
:All of the [[My Immortal Single|"My Immortal" single]] editions and numerous compilation CDs
*''Length:'' 4:36
 
'''My Immortal [Band version (Guitars down)]'''<ref name="guitarsdown" group="note" /> 
*''Recording date:'' August - November 2002
*''Status:'' Released
*''Released on:'' [[My Immortal Single#UK CD Two|"My Immortal" UK CD 2 single]] and most of the [[My Immortal Single#Industry promotional releases|promotional singles]]
*''Length:'' 4:36
 
'''My Immortal [Band version (No strings)]'''<ref name="nostrings" group="note" />
*''Recording date:'' August - November 2002
*''Status:'' Released
*''Released on:'' Most of the [[My Immortal Single#Industry promotional releases|"My Immortal" promotional singles]]
*''Length:'' 4:36
 
'''My Immortal [Strings Version / Remastered]'''<ref name="stringsversion" group="note" />
*''Recording date:'' August - November 2002
*''Status:'' Released
*''Released on:'' ''Fallen (Deluxe Edition / Remastered)'' (track #16)
*''Length:'' 4:34
 
'''My Immortal [''Origin'' version]'''
*''Recording date:'' 1999
*''Status:'' Released
*''Released on:'' ''[[Origin (album)|Origin]]'' (track #4)
*''Length:'' 4:26
 
'''My Immortal [''[[Evanescence EP]]'' outtake]'''
*''Recording date:'' 1998
*''Status:'' Unreleased
*''Length:'' 5:20
 
'''My Immortal [''Synthesis'' version]'''
*''Recording date:'' May - August 2017
*''Status:'' Released
*''Released on: [[Synthesis]]'' (track #14)
*''Length:'' 4:25
 
 
'''Live versions:'''
 
'''My Immortal [2000–2004 Live]'''
*''Performing period:'' 2000 - August 14, 2004
*''Status:'' Released
*''Recording date:'' October 17, 2003 ("My Immortal" single), May 25, 2004 (''Anywhere but Home'')
*''Released on:''
:[[My Immortal Single|"My Immortal" single]]
:''[[Anywhere but Home]]'' (track #9)
*''Length:'' 4:15 ("My Immortal" single), 4:38 (''Anywhere but Home'')
 
'''My Immortal [2006–2007 Live]'''
*''Performing period:'' October 5, 2006 - December 8, 2007
*''Example:'' Air Canada Centre, Toronto, ON, Canada (January 8, 2007)<ref name="jam" />
 
'''My Immortal [2009 Live]'''
*''Performing Period:'' November 4, November 8, 2009
*''Performed at:'' [[New York Secret Show 2009|New York City secret gig]] (November 4)<ref name="rollingstone2009" /> and [[Maquinaria Festival 2009|Maquinaria Festival, São Paulo, Brazil]] (November 8)
 
'''My Immortal [2011–2012 Live]''' 
*''Performing Period:'' August 17, 2011 - November 9, 2012
*''Example:'' Hollywood Palladium, Hollywood, California, USA (October 11, 2011)<ref name="hollywoodreport" />
 
'''My Immortal [2016 Live]'''
*''Performing Period:'' October - November 2016
*''Example:'' The Diamond Ballroom, Oklahoma City, OK (October 30th, 2016)
 
'''My Immortal [2017 Live]'''
*''Performing Period:'' April 2017
*''Example:'' Arenele Romane, Bucharest, Romania (June 29th, 2017)


== Versions ==
'''My Immortal [Synthesis Live]'''
*''Performing period:'' October 14, 2017 - September 8, 2018
*''Status:'' Released
*''Recording date:'' November 3, 2017
*''Released on:'' ''[[Synthesis Live]]'' (track #14)
*''Length:'' 4:47


'''Studio versions:'''<br>
'''My Immortal [Acoustic]'''
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*''Performing period:'' 2003; December 7, 2011; November 2015; April - May 2016
'''- My Immortal [Fallen version]'''<br>
*''Status:'' Released
''Recording date:'' August - November 2002<br>
*''Released on:''  
''Status:'' Released<br>
:[[Bring Me to Life Single#UK DVD single|"Bring Me to Life" UK DVD single]] (track #4)
''Released on:''<br>
:[[My Immortal Single#German 3" (Pock-It!®) CD Single|"My Immortal" German (Pock-It!®) single]] (track #2)
[[Fallen]] (track #4) – the first single off the album<br>
:[[Lost in Paradise Single#Digital single|"Lost in Paradise" digital single]] (track #3)
Daredevil: The Album (track #17)<br>
*''Length:'' 4:29
most of [[Bring_Me_To_Life_CD_Single|Bring Me To Life singles]]<br>
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'''- My Immortal [Mystary version]'''<br>
''Recording date:'' 2002<br>
''Status:'' Released<br>
''Released on:'' [[Mystary|Mystary EP]] (track #2)<br>
''Note:'' The Mystary version is similar to the Band version because the string arrangement was made by Beck Hanson’s father, David Campbell (also known for making the string arrangement to Linkin Park’s “Breaking the Habit”).<br>
<br>
'''- My Immortal [band version]'''<br>
''Recording date:'' September 2003<br>
''Status:'' Released<br>
''Released on:''<br>
re-release of [[Fallen]] (track #12, sometimes track #13)<br>
all [[Bring_Me_To_Life_CD_Single|Bring Me To Life singles]] and numerous compilation CDs<br>
''Note:'' two versions of the band version were recorded for radio play in late September 2003. One with Campbell’s string arrangement and one without strings through the first 2 verses.<br>
<br>
'''- My Immortal [Origin version]'''<br>
''Recording date:'' 1999<br>
''Status:'' Released<br>
''Released on:'' [[Origin (album)|Origin]] (track #4)<br>
''Note:'' The Origin one is similar to the Fallen version. The Origin version has no strings and features a louder backup vocal by David Hodges.<br>
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<br>
'''- My Immortal [original version]'''<br>
''Recording date:'' 1997-1998<br>
''Status:'' Unreleased<br>
''Note:'' this version was a piano/vocal only.<br>
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'''Live versions:'''<br>
'''My Immortal [Live at O2 Arena, London / November 14, 2022 / Remastered]'''
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*''Status:'' Released on November 3, 2023
'''- My Immortal [Anywhere But Home DVD live]'''<br>
*''Released on:'' ''Fallen (Deluxe Edition / Remastered)'' (track #21)
''Performing period:'' 2000-2004<br>
*''Recording date:'' November 14, 2022
''Status:'' Released<br>
*''Recording place:'' The O2 Arena, London, England
''Recording date:'' May 25, 2004<br>
*''Length:'' 4:50
''Released on:'' [[Anywhere But Home]] (track #9)<br>
<br>
'''- My Immortal [live in Cologne]'''<br>
''Performing period:'' 2000-2004<br>
''Status:'' Released<br>
''Recording date:'' October 17, 2003<br>
''Released on:'' [[My_Immortal_CD_Single|My Immortal commercial single]]<br>
<br>
'''- My Immortal [acoustic]'''<br>
''Performing period:'' 2003<br>
''Status:'' Released<br>
''Released on:'' Bring Me To Life DVD<br>


== Lyrics ==
==Download==
*[http://www.evanescencereference.info/music/#Evanescence_EP My Immortal (Evanescence EP Outtake)]
*[http://www.evanescencereference.info/music/#Origin_CD My Immortal (Origin)]
*[http://www.evanescencereference.info/music/#Mystary_EP My Immortal (Mystary EP)]


'''My Immortal - Fallen, Origin, & Band Version'''<br>
==Lyrics ==
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===''Fallen'', ''Origin'', ''Mystary'', acoustic and band versions===
I'm so tired of being here<br>
I'm so tired of being here<br>
Suppressed by all my childish fears<br>
Suppressed by all my childish fears<br>
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There's just too much that time cannot erase<br>
There's just too much that time cannot erase<br>
<br>
<br>
[CHORUS:]<br>
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears<br>
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears<br>
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears<br>
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears<br>
I held your hand through all of these years<br>
I held your hand through all of these years<br>
But you still have<br>
But you still have all of me<br>
All of me<br>
<br>
<br>
You used to captivate me<br>
You used to captivate me<br>
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These wounds won't seem to heal<br>
These wounds won't seem to heal<br>
This pain is just too real<br>
This pain is just too real<br>
There's just too much that time cannot erase-<br>
There's just too much that time cannot erase<br>
<br>
<br>
[Chorus]<br>
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears<br>
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears<br>
I held your hand through all of these years<br>
But you still have all of me<br>
<br>
<br>
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone<br>
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone<br>
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I've been alone all along<br>
I've been alone all along<br>
<br>
<br>
[Chorus]<br>
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears<br>
<br>
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears<br>
*********************************************<br>
I held your hand through all of these years<br>
<br>
But you still have all of me<br>
'''My Immortal - Piano - Vocal (Original) Version'''<br>
 
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===''Evanescence EP'' outtake===
I'm so tired of being here<br>
I'm so tired of being here<br>
Suppressed by all my childish fears<br>
Suppressed by all my childish fears<br>
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When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears<br>
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears<br>
I held your hand through all of these years<br>
I held your hand through all of these years<br>
But you still have<br>
But you still have all of me<br>
All of me<br>
<br>
<br>
You used to captivate me by your resonating light<br>
You used to captivate me<br>
By your resonating light<br>
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind<br>
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind<br>
Your face it haunts<br>
Your face it haunts<br>
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When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears<br>
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears<br>
I held your hand through all of these years<br>
I held your hand through all of these years<br>
But you still have<br>
But you still have all of me<br>
All of me<br>
<br>
<br>
I'd love to walk away and pull myself out of the rain<br>
I'd love to walk away and pull myself out of the rain<br>
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I'd love to live without the constant fear and endless doubt<br>
I'd love to live without the constant fear and endless doubt<br>
But I can't live without you<br>
But I can't live without you<br>
<br>
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears<br>
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears<br>
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears<br>
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears<br>
I held your hand through all of these years<br>
I held your hand through all of these years<br>
But you still have<br>
But you still have all of me<br>
All of me<br>
 
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==Video==
== Guitar Tabs & Sheet Music ==
[[Image:MyImmortalVideo.jpg|thumb|right|150px|My Immortal Video]]
The video for "My Immortal" was shot in Barcelona (the fountain in the video is a tourist stop for many fans) and played in black and white. Throughout the video, Lee is never seen touching the ground because she is a ghost.<ref name="letter11" /> It was released on November 9, 2003.<ref name="MIvideo">{{cite web|title=EVANESCENCE: 'My Immortal' Video Posted Online|url=https://blabbermouth.net/news/evanescence-my-immortal-video-posted-online|date=November 9, 2003|work=BLABBERMOUTH.NET}}</ref>
 
In an interview with ''Rock Sound'' magazine, Lee commented on the video's concept:<ref name="rocksound1" />
 
{{quote|You know what? When you see the video it's really amazing. Obviously we filmed it before this [Ben Moody's departure] happened and it's amazing irony, how much it makes sense. We're all separated and wandering the streets looking like it's the day after a funeral, with Ben in a suit and bare feet, and I'm never touching the ground. I'm sitting on a phone booth or lying on a car, to hint that I'm dead, that I'm singing from the dead. It's all about separation. It's almost like the director knew what was going to happen, but he can't have known. It's just one of those fate things.}}
 
The video was filmed 2 weeks before Ben Moody left the band.<ref name="cluesproblems" />
 
In a comment on [[EvBoard]], Amy said that her hair in the video is very similar to the way her hair is naturally (she straightens it normally).<ref>Amy's [http://evboard.com/showthread.php?27858-Amy-s-Hair&p=562526&highlight=#post562526 EvBoard post] on October 12, 2004: "okay, I can't believe I'm being the expert hair consultant here, but I just can't believe you guys really think I have straight hair! My natural hair is like in the my immortal video. I know how frustrating it is to get your hair really really straight, and I'm kindof obsessed with japanese fashion"</ref>
 
*Watch the video on [http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5anLPw0Efmo YouTube.com]
 
==Commercial release==
{{Main|My Immortal Single}}
 
The "My Immortal" single was released on December 8, 2003.
 
Tracks released with this single include:
 
#"My Immortal" [Band version]
#"My Immortal" [Live from Cologne]
# "[[Haunted]]" [Live from ''Sessions@AOL'']
#"My Immortal" [Video]
#"My Immortal" [Video - Behind the Scenes]
#"My Immortal" [Band version (No strings)]
#"My Immortal" [Band version (Guitars down)]
#"My Immortal" [''Fallen'' version]
#"My Immortal" [Live acoustic]
 
==Guitar tabs & sheet music==
*[http://evanescencereference.info/music/sheet/My%20Immortal%20(Live).pdf Piano sheet music (Live version) - arranged by Nolan]
*[http://evanescencereference.info/music/sheet/My%20Immortal%20(Album%20Version).pdf Piano sheet music (Album version) - arranged by Yi Su]
*[http://evanescencereference.info/music/sheet/My%20Immortal%20%5bPiano-Vocal%5d.pdf Piano sheet music (Piano/vocal version - 1998 demos) - arranged by Kyle Marcolini]
*[http://www.evanescencewebsite.com/Tabs/Sheets/Evanescence%20-%20My%20Immortal%20(Real).pdf Piano sheet music (real)]
 
==Notes==
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<ref name="guitarsdown" group=note>This version is the exact same as the band version; however, the guitar track toward the climax of the song is muted by about half. This was rumored to be used on radio stations where a heavy guitar track would be inappropriate.</ref>
 
<ref name="nostrings" group=note>This version was rumored to be used on harder rock radio stations where a major string arrangement would be inappropriate. There are strings on the track, but they don't appear until after the guitar section of the song.</ref>
 
<ref name="piano" group=note>Amy said she wasn't allowed to be a "piano player" on ''Fallen'', though she wrote the arrangements. David is credited on the album's liner notes for piano/keyboards. [https://archive.ph/20130101005012/http://jam.canoe.ca/Music/Artists/E/Evanescence/2006/10/03/1941837.html][https://web.archive.org/web/20210801142234/https://www.westword.com/music/qanda-with-evanescences-amy-lee-5704348][https://web.archive.org/web/20230213110700/https://www.independent.com/2007/11/08/evanescence-frontwoman-amy-lee-steps-up-delivers-album-all-her-own/]</ref>
 
<ref name="stringsversion" group="note">This is the same version as the band version, but the band doesn't come in after the bridge.</ref>
 
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This article is about the Evanescence song. For the Ben Moody version, see My Immortal (Ben Moody).

Across the Universe*
All That I'm Living For
Anything for You
Anywhere
Artifact/The Turn
Ascension of the Spirit
Away from Me
Before the Dawn
Better Without You
Bleed
Blind Belief
Breathe No More
Bring Me to Life
Broken Pieces Shine
Call Me When You're Sober
Catherine
Cloud Nine
Demise
Disappear
End of the Dream
Erase This
Eternal
Even in Death
Everybody's Fool
Exodus
Far From Heaven
Farther Away
Feeding the Dark
Field of Innocence
Forever You
Forgive Me
Give Unto Me
Going Under
Good Enough
Haunted
Hello
Hi-Lo
If You Don't Mind
Imaginary
Imperfection
Instrumental 1
Instrumental 2
Instrumental 3
Instrumental 4
Lacrymosa
Lies
Like You
Listen to the Rain
Lithium
Lose Control
Lost in Paradise
Made of Stone
Me & You
Missing
My Heart Is Broken
My Immortal
My Last Breath
Never Go Back
New Way to Bleed
Oceans
October
Origin
Overture
Part of Me
Perfect Dream
Say You Will
Secret Door
Sick
Snow White Queen
So Close
Solitude
Spanish
Surrender
Sweet Sacrifice
Swimming Home
Take Cover
Taking Over Me
The Chain*
The Change
The End
The Game is Over
The In-Between
The Last Song I'm Wasting on You
The Only One
The Other Side
Together Again
Tourniquet
Understanding
Unknown Title
Unraveling
Use My Voice
Wasted on You
Weight of the World
What You Want
Where Will You Go?
Whisper
Yeah Right
You Got a Lot to Learn
Your Love
Your Star
* Cover songs


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General information

Written by: A. Lee, B. Moody and D. Hodges

My Immortal is the fourth track from Evanescence's debut album, Fallen. Amy Lee and Ben Moody co-wrote the song when they were 15, in 1996.[1][2] Ben wrote the lyrics about a fictional story. According to him, the song is about a spirit staying with you after its death and haunting you until you actually wish that the spirit were gone because it won't leave you alone.[3][4] Amy wrote the song's melody, piano and added the bridge,[5][6] and contributed a "little bit" to the lyrics.[7] The song was originally going to be included on Amy and Ben's 1998 EP Evanescence, but it didn't make the cut. Ben said in 2003: "Some of the songs on Fallen are six years old. They've been reworked over the years, but Whisper, Imaginary, My Immortal, those are songs that have been around since Amy and I first started writing music together."[8]

In 2000, they released the demo record Origin, which had a demo of the song. This demo was recorded late at night at the radio station where Amy's father worked because they couldn't afford a "real session."[3] The demo contained a MIDI keyboard and Lee's demo vocal performance as a teen.[9][10][note 1] Wind-up's A&R Diana Meltzer said that when she heard the song she "knew it was a hit".[11] Wind-up Records forced them to use the demo from Origin on Fallen,[12] and strings were added by Daredevil soundtrack composer Graeme Revell.[13][3] This was the only recording from Origin that Wind-Up used.[14]

In a 2024 interview, Amy said the demo version made Wind-up sign the band.[15] "They were really attached to it and they'd listened to that recording so many times, for years, that by the time we were recording the album, they just couldn't get over the demo."[15] Even though the song was re-recorded in a real studio with strings by David Campbell and Amy's mature voice, the label said, "You know, we really prefer the demo." Amy refuted saying the re-recording should be on the album, but the label replied, "No, there's magic in the demo."[15]

The recording with Revell's strings was included in the Daredevil soundtrack by Wind-up Records, along with "Bring Me to Life".[1] The movie's director, Mark Steven Johnson, picked My Immortal for the funeral scene in the movie.[16][17]

Until near the end of 2002, the Fallen version (only piano) was played live. They then began playing the "band" version (with the rock ending), which later became the version they released as a single. The "band" version was the version Amy and Ben had originally recorded for Fallen with strings arrangements by David Campbell, who Amy wanted to work with and "fought" to have on the album.[18][3] The Mystary EP version is like the demo recording of the "band" version. Amy is playing piano with added strings in the background. Like the Fallen version, this version doesn't include the rock part at the end.

Since Ben wrote the lyrics, Amy said in an interview that it was weird to sing someone else's lyrics, but she learned to reinterpret them and make sense to her.[19] Amy stated that she dislikes the song because "it's just not [her]" and she feels that she's "grown so much now".[12] It's the only song Amy didn't write the lyrics to, so she feels disconnected from it.[7][6]

The song peaked at #2 on the pop chart just behind Britney Spears' "Toxic".[4]

At the end of the Fallen and the "band" versions a beeps code can be heard. This effect was used also at the end of the electronic version of Breathe No More and Give Unto Me. This code was believed to be a morse code, but it turned out to be a false information; this is what Ben explained about it:

Vin1.jpg It's actually a preset pattern on a keyboard synthesizer that we were using on that song. And if you sustain the note long enough, it trails off into this beeping that sounds a lot like Morse Code and we thought that it sounded really cool, so we left it. So it's there by accident, to be perfectly honest with you.[20] Vin2.jpg


My Immortal was confirmed to be re-recorded and included on the orchestral album, Synthesis, when the track list was revealed through the album's pre-order on September 15, 2017. This version was performed live for the first time on October 14, 2017 at the Pearl Concert Theater in Las Vegas, Nevada for the Synthesis Live tour. Watch a performance of the song here. In a 2017 interview, Amy noted that My Immortal is not her favourite song and almost didn't make it to Synthesis.[21] She stated:

Vin1.jpg I seriously considered not putting it on the album, but it’s this really cool opportunity to do it again. The version that I hear 99.9 percent of the time, I’m in a grocery store and it comes on, is this old demo that I cannot stand. It’s not even a real piano and it’s me singing late at night at my dad’s work where they had a studio and he let us go in there and record and I was in high school. So part of me just wanted to rerecord it and it was just too good of an opportunity to put a new version with David Campbell’s beautiful arrangement at the top of the pile. But that song I’ve never really felt close to. It was written a really long time ago, but now it’s become this big part of our history between our fans and me and I think about the song and the way it makes me feel now. It’s about them, it’s about my relationship with our fans over the years.[22] Vin2.jpg


When asked which Evanescence song that she got bored of in an interview in December 2020, Amy replied My Immortal:

Vin1.jpg I went through a phase where I considered never playing it again because I'm so sick of it. It's hard to have your sound wrapped up into one song, but in general artists are known for one song above the others and for us that's either 'Bring Me To Life' or 'My Immortal'. Both of them have something that doesn't sum up our band right, 'Bring Me To Life' has the rap, but 'My Immortal' is the one Evanescence song that I didn't write the lyrics to. It's precious and from this formative time where we were learning how to make music, but our old guitar player wrote the words and I've never liked them. You tend to love something that you pour your real self and heart into more, so it was never my favourite.[23] Vin2.jpg


In a 2023 interview, Amy said the song "didn’t mean a lot to me in the beginning. That was a song I got sick of. There were a couple of years where I was like, ‘I’m not playing the song tonight. I don’t want to. I’m tired of it.'"[6] However, she performs it every night before the last song in the set list in a moment where she thanks the fans. Although it doesn't resonate with her as the lyrics were written by Ben, she said: "I really sing the words to the fans. It really means something to me now that it couldn’t have meant then because they weren’t there. It feels like it was always about that now."[6]

In a Kerrang! cover story about the 20th anniversary of Fallen, Amy discussed how the song came about and the inclusion of a strings version on the remaster reissue:

Vin1.jpg “Ben played a droning note thing on the piano and it was really beautiful. It wasn’t completely finished, but it was the song. I was like, ‘Let me take this, think about it, and make a real piano part.’ When I was 15, I lived in a house with my parents and there was my grandparents’ old piano in the garage. I worked really hard, arranged the part, and then realised later it was in the wrong key. The piano was way out of tune, but we liked it. Still to this day, when we play it live, I do it the way that I wrote it in the garage. I wasn’t crazy about the label putting the demo version on Fallen. The official version in my head is the band version we did in the studio at that time, the one David Campbell wrote strings to. Whether the band comes in or not, that’s the version. I only realised a few years ago that we didn’t have a version out in the world where the band just doesn’t come in where it’s the studio version, so I made it and we put that on the deluxe!”[24] Vin2.jpg


Versions

Studio versions:

My Immortal [Fallen version]

  • Recording date: 1999, 2002 (Strings)
  • Status: Released
  • Released on:
Fallen (track #4) – the third single off the album
Daredevil: The Album (track #17)
most of "My Immortal" single editions
  • Length: 4:24

My Immortal [Mystary version]

  • Recording date: 2001–2002
  • Status: Released
  • Released on: Mystary EP (track #2)
  • Length: 4:40

My Immortal [Band version]

  • Recording date: August - November 2002
  • Status: Released
  • Released on:
Re-release of Fallen (track #12, track #13 on Japanese editions)
All of the "My Immortal" single editions and numerous compilation CDs
  • Length: 4:36

My Immortal [Band version (Guitars down)][note 2]

My Immortal [Band version (No strings)][note 3]

My Immortal [Strings Version / Remastered][note 4]

  • Recording date: August - November 2002
  • Status: Released
  • Released on: Fallen (Deluxe Edition / Remastered) (track #16)
  • Length: 4:34

My Immortal [Origin version]

  • Recording date: 1999
  • Status: Released
  • Released on: Origin (track #4)
  • Length: 4:26

My Immortal [Evanescence EP outtake]

  • Recording date: 1998
  • Status: Unreleased
  • Length: 5:20

My Immortal [Synthesis version]

  • Recording date: May - August 2017
  • Status: Released
  • Released on: Synthesis (track #14)
  • Length: 4:25


Live versions:

My Immortal [2000–2004 Live]

  • Performing period: 2000 - August 14, 2004
  • Status: Released
  • Recording date: October 17, 2003 ("My Immortal" single), May 25, 2004 (Anywhere but Home)
  • Released on:
"My Immortal" single
Anywhere but Home (track #9)
  • Length: 4:15 ("My Immortal" single), 4:38 (Anywhere but Home)

My Immortal [2006–2007 Live]

  • Performing period: October 5, 2006 - December 8, 2007
  • Example: Air Canada Centre, Toronto, ON, Canada (January 8, 2007)[25]

My Immortal [2009 Live]

My Immortal [2011–2012 Live]

  • Performing Period: August 17, 2011 - November 9, 2012
  • Example: Hollywood Palladium, Hollywood, California, USA (October 11, 2011)[27]

My Immortal [2016 Live]

  • Performing Period: October - November 2016
  • Example: The Diamond Ballroom, Oklahoma City, OK (October 30th, 2016)

My Immortal [2017 Live]

  • Performing Period: April 2017
  • Example: Arenele Romane, Bucharest, Romania (June 29th, 2017)

My Immortal [Synthesis Live]

  • Performing period: October 14, 2017 - September 8, 2018
  • Status: Released
  • Recording date: November 3, 2017
  • Released on: Synthesis Live (track #14)
  • Length: 4:47

My Immortal [Acoustic]

  • Performing period: 2003; December 7, 2011; November 2015; April - May 2016
  • Status: Released
  • Released on:
"Bring Me to Life" UK DVD single (track #4)
"My Immortal" German (Pock-It!®) single (track #2)
"Lost in Paradise" digital single (track #3)
  • Length: 4:29

My Immortal [Live at O2 Arena, London / November 14, 2022 / Remastered]

  • Status: Released on November 3, 2023
  • Released on: Fallen (Deluxe Edition / Remastered) (track #21)
  • Recording date: November 14, 2022
  • Recording place: The O2 Arena, London, England
  • Length: 4:50

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Lyrics

Fallen, Origin, Mystary, acoustic and band versions

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

Evanescence EP outtake

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
I would give the very breath from my chest
To give you all the things that my mind couldn't bear
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I'd love to walk away and pull myself out of the rain
But I can't leave without you
I'd love to live without the constant fear and endless doubt
But I can't live without you

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

Video

My Immortal Video

The video for "My Immortal" was shot in Barcelona (the fountain in the video is a tourist stop for many fans) and played in black and white. Throughout the video, Lee is never seen touching the ground because she is a ghost.[28] It was released on November 9, 2003.[29]

In an interview with Rock Sound magazine, Lee commented on the video's concept:[30]

Vin1.jpg You know what? When you see the video it's really amazing. Obviously we filmed it before this [Ben Moody's departure] happened and it's amazing irony, how much it makes sense. We're all separated and wandering the streets looking like it's the day after a funeral, with Ben in a suit and bare feet, and I'm never touching the ground. I'm sitting on a phone booth or lying on a car, to hint that I'm dead, that I'm singing from the dead. It's all about separation. It's almost like the director knew what was going to happen, but he can't have known. It's just one of those fate things. Vin2.jpg


The video was filmed 2 weeks before Ben Moody left the band.[3]

In a comment on EvBoard, Amy said that her hair in the video is very similar to the way her hair is naturally (she straightens it normally).[31]

Commercial release

Exquisite-kfind.png Main article: My Immortal Single

The "My Immortal" single was released on December 8, 2003.

Tracks released with this single include:

  1. "My Immortal" [Band version]
  2. "My Immortal" [Live from Cologne]
  3. "Haunted" [Live from Sessions@AOL]
  4. "My Immortal" [Video]
  5. "My Immortal" [Video - Behind the Scenes]
  6. "My Immortal" [Band version (No strings)]
  7. "My Immortal" [Band version (Guitars down)]
  8. "My Immortal" [Fallen version]
  9. "My Immortal" [Live acoustic]

Guitar tabs & sheet music

Notes

  1. ↑ Amy said she wasn't allowed to be a "piano player" on Fallen, though she wrote the arrangements. David is credited on the album's liner notes for piano/keyboards. [1][2][3]
  2. ↑ This version is the exact same as the band version; however, the guitar track toward the climax of the song is muted by about half. This was rumored to be used on radio stations where a heavy guitar track would be inappropriate.
  3. ↑ This version was rumored to be used on harder rock radio stations where a major string arrangement would be inappropriate. There are strings on the track, but they don't appear until after the guitar section of the song.
  4. ↑ This is the same version as the band version, but the band doesn't come in after the bridge.

References

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  2. ↑ "Evanescence’s Future Uncertain, Says Amy Lee: ‘I Have a Lot More That I Want To Do With My Life’". Billboard. September 22, 2014.
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  31. ↑ Amy's EvBoard post on October 12, 2004: "okay, I can't believe I'm being the expert hair consultant here, but I just can't believe you guys really think I have straight hair! My natural hair is like in the my immortal video. I know how frustrating it is to get your hair really really straight, and I'm kindof obsessed with japanese fashion"
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