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''Written by: [[A. Lee]], [[B. Moody]] and [[D. Hodges]]''
''Written by: [[A. Lee]], [[B. Moody]] and [[D. Hodges]]''


'''''My Immortal''''' is the fourth track from [[Evanescence]]'s debut album, ''[[Fallen]]''. Amy Lee and Ben Moody co-wrote the song when they were 15, in 1996.<ref name="dc101" /><ref>[https://web.archive.org/web/20230709192356/https://www.billboard.com/music/music-news/evanescences-future-uncertain-amy-lee-interview-6259161/ "Evanescence’s Future Uncertain, Says Amy Lee: ‘I Have a Lot More That I Want To Do With My Life’"]. ''Billboard''. September 22, 2014.</ref> Ben wrote the lyrics about a fictional story. According to him, the song is about a spirit staying with you after its death and haunting you until you actually wish that the spirit were gone because it won't leave you alone.<ref name="cluesproblems" /><ref name="billboardpop" /> Amy wrote the song's melody, piano and added the bridge,<ref>{{cite news|last=Lee|first=Amy|title=Haunted Written Lyrics|url=http://evboard.com/showthread.php?11685-Haunted-Written-Lyrics&p=705972&viewfull=1#post705972|archiveurl=https://ghostarchive.org/archive/lRt1m|date=August 3, 2005|archivedate=September 18, 2023}}</ref><ref name="dhsongwriter" /> and contributed a "little bit" of the lyrics.<ref name="Grammy" /> The song was originally going to be included on Amy and Ben's 1998 EP ''[[Evanescence (EP)|Evanescence]]'', but it didn't make the cut. Ben said in 2003: "Some of the songs on ''Fallen'' are six years old. They've been reworked over the years, but ''[[Whisper]]'', ''[[Imaginary]]'', ''My Immortal'', those are songs that have been around since Amy and I first started writing music together."<ref name="metaledge2" />  
'''''My Immortal''''' is the fourth track from [[Evanescence]]'s debut album, ''[[Fallen]]''. Amy Lee and Ben Moody co-wrote the song when they were 15, in 1996.<ref name="dc101" /><ref name="metaledge" /><ref>[https://web.archive.org/web/20230709192356/https://www.billboard.com/music/music-news/evanescences-future-uncertain-amy-lee-interview-6259161/ "Evanescence’s Future Uncertain, Says Amy Lee: ‘I Have a Lot More That I Want To Do With My Life’"]. ''Billboard''. September 22, 2014.</ref> Ben wrote the lyrics about a fictional story. According to him, the song is about a spirit staying with you after its death and haunting you until you actually wish that the spirit were gone because it won't leave you alone.<ref name="cluesproblems" /><ref name="billboardpop" /> Amy wrote the song's melody, piano and added the bridge,<ref>{{cite news|last=Lee|first=Amy|title=Haunted Written Lyrics|url=http://evboard.com/showthread.php?11685-Haunted-Written-Lyrics&p=705972&viewfull=1#post705972|archiveurl=https://ghostarchive.org/archive/lRt1m|date=August 3, 2005|archivedate=September 18, 2023}}</ref><ref name="dhsongwriter" /> and contributed a "little bit" of the lyrics.<ref name="Grammy" /> The song was originally going to be included on Amy and Ben's 1998 EP ''[[Evanescence (EP)|Evanescence]]'', but it didn't make the cut. Ben said in 2003: "Some of the songs on ''Fallen'' are six years old. They've been reworked over the years, but ''[[Whisper]]'', ''[[Imaginary]]'', ''My Immortal'', those are songs that have been around since Amy and I first started writing music together."<ref name="metaledge2" />  


In 2000, they released the demo record ''[[Origin]]'', which had a demo of the song. This demo was recorded late at night at the radio station where Amy's [[John Lee|father]] worked because they couldn't afford a "real session."<ref name="cluesproblems" /> The demo contained a MIDI keyboard, played by David Hodges (who joined them in December 1999), and Lee's demo vocal performance as a teen.<ref name="kerrang2017" /><ref name="piano" group="note" /> Wind-up's A&R [[Diana Meltzer]] said that when she heard the song she "knew it was a hit".<ref name="diana" /> Wind-up Records forced them to use the demo from ''Origin'' on ''Fallen'',<ref name="undercover" /> and strings were added by [[Daredevil Soundtrack|''Daredevil'' soundtrack]] composer [[Graeme Revell]].<ref name="mixmag" /><ref name="cluesproblems" /> This was the only recording from ''Origin'' that Wind-Up used.<ref>[[:File:OriginInfo.jpeg|Email from December 20, 2012 between AeternusAmatorius and a source who claimed to be close to the band during the 1995 to 2001 eras]]</ref>  
In 2000, they released the demo record ''[[Origin]]'', which had a demo of the song. This demo was recorded late at night at the radio station where Amy's [[John Lee|father]] worked because they couldn't afford a "real session."<ref name="cluesproblems" /> The demo contained a MIDI keyboard, played by David Hodges (who joined them in December 1999), and Lee's demo vocal performance as a teen.<ref name="kerrang2017" /><ref name="piano" group="note" /> Wind-up's A&R [[Diana Meltzer]] said that when she heard the song she "knew it was a hit".<ref name="diana" /> Wind-up Records forced them to use the demo from ''Origin'' on ''Fallen'',<ref name="undercover" /> and strings were added by [[Daredevil Soundtrack|''Daredevil'' soundtrack]] composer [[Graeme Revell]].<ref name="mixmag" /><ref name="cluesproblems" /> This was the only recording from ''Origin'' that Wind-Up used.<ref>[[:File:OriginInfo.jpeg|Email from December 20, 2012 between AeternusAmatorius and a source who claimed to be close to the band during the 1995 to 2001 eras]]</ref>


The recording with Revell's strings was included in the ''Daredevil'' soundtrack by Wind-up Records, along with "[[Bring Me to Life]]".<ref name="dc101">{{cite web|title=Interview with DC101 radio on February 24, 2003|url=http://evanescencereference.info/music/Evanescence-DC101%20Interview%202.mp3 |work=Elliot in the Morning|date=February 24, 2003|archive-url=https://web.archive.org/web/20070226054023/http://evanescencereference.info/music/Evanescence-DC101%20Interview%202.mp3 |archive-date=February 26, 2007}}</ref>  
The recording with Revell's strings was included in the ''Daredevil'' soundtrack by Wind-up Records, along with "[[Bring Me to Life]]".<ref name="dc101">{{cite web|title=Interview with DC101 radio on February 24, 2003|url=http://evanescencereference.info/music/Evanescence-DC101%20Interview%202.mp3 |work=Elliot in the Morning|date=February 24, 2003|archive-url=https://web.archive.org/web/20070226054023/http://evanescencereference.info/music/Evanescence-DC101%20Interview%202.mp3 |archive-date=February 26, 2007}}</ref> The song was picked by the movie's director, Mark Steven Johnson, after he listened to the band's demos.<ref name="rocksound2" />


Until near the end of 2002, the ''Fallen'' version (only piano) was played live. They then began playing the "band" version (with the rock ending), which later became the version they released as a single. The "band" version was the version Amy and Ben had originally recorded for ''Fallen'' with strings arrangements by [[David Campbell]], who Amy wanted to work with and "fought" to have on the album.<ref name="dazeddigital" /><ref name="cluesproblems" /> The ''[[Mystary EP]]'' version is like the demo recording of the "band" version. Amy is playing piano with added strings in the background. Like the ''Fallen'' version, this version doesn't include the rock part at the end.
Until near the end of 2002, the ''Fallen'' version (only piano) was played live. They then began playing the "band" version (with the rock ending), which later became the version they released as a single. The "band" version was the version Amy and Ben had originally recorded for ''Fallen'' with strings arrangements by [[David Campbell]], who Amy wanted to work with and "fought" to have on the album.<ref name="dazeddigital" /><ref name="cluesproblems" /> The ''[[Mystary EP]]'' version is like the demo recording of the "band" version. Amy is playing piano with added strings in the background. Like the ''Fallen'' version, this version doesn't include the rock part at the end.


Since Ben wrote the lyrics, Amy said in an interview that it's weird to sing someone else's lyrics, but she learned to reinterpret them and make sense to her.<ref name="metaledge" /> Amy stated that she dislikes the song because "it's just not [her]" and she feels that she's "grown so much now".<ref name="undercover" /> It's the only song Amy didn't write the lyrics to, so she feels disconnected from it.<ref name="Grammy">[https://web.archive.org/web/20211025150214/https://www.grammy.com/grammys/news/evanescence-amy-lee-interview-halestorm-lzzy-hale-tour-co-headlining-the-bitter-truth-my-immortal]</ref>
Since Ben wrote most of the lyrics,<ref name="rocksound1" /> Amy said in an interview that it's weird to sing someone else's lyrics, but she learned to reinterpret them and make sense to her.<ref name="metaledge" /> Amy stated that she dislikes the song because "it's just not [her]" and she feels that she's "grown so much now".<ref name="undercover" /> It's the only song Amy didn't write the lyrics to, so she feels disconnected from it.<ref name="Grammy">{{cite news|last=Enos|first=Morgan|title=Evanescence's Amy Lee On Her Upcoming Tour With Halestorm, Friendship With Lzzy Hale & How She Feels About "My Immortal" Today|url=https://web.archive.org/web/20211025150214/https://www.grammy.com/grammys/news/evanescence-amy-lee-interview-halestorm-lzzy-hale-tour-co-headlining-the-bitter-truth-my-immortal|newspaper=Grammy|date=October 21, 2021}}</ref>


The song peaked at #2 on the pop chart just behind Britney Spears' "Toxic".<ref name="billboardpop" />  
The song peaked at #2 on the pop chart just behind Britney Spears' "Toxic".<ref name="billboardpop" />  
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{{Quote|I went through a phase where I considered never playing it again because I'm so sick of it. It's hard to have your sound wrapped up into one song, but in general artists are known for one song above the others and for us that's either '[[Bring Me to Life|Bring Me To Life]]' or 'My Immortal'. Both of them have something that doesn't sum up our band right, 'Bring Me To Life' has the rap, but 'My Immortal' is the one Evanescence song that I didn't write the lyrics to. It's precious and from this formative time where we were learning how to make music, but our old guitar player wrote the words and I've never liked them. You tend to love something that you pour your real self and heart into more, so it was never my favourite.<ref name=rocksound2020 />}}
{{Quote|I went through a phase where I considered never playing it again because I'm so sick of it. It's hard to have your sound wrapped up into one song, but in general artists are known for one song above the others and for us that's either '[[Bring Me to Life|Bring Me To Life]]' or 'My Immortal'. Both of them have something that doesn't sum up our band right, 'Bring Me To Life' has the rap, but 'My Immortal' is the one Evanescence song that I didn't write the lyrics to. It's precious and from this formative time where we were learning how to make music, but our old guitar player wrote the words and I've never liked them. You tend to love something that you pour your real self and heart into more, so it was never my favourite.<ref name=rocksound2020 />}}


== Versions==
==Versions==
'''Studio versions:'''
'''Studio versions:'''


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*''Recording date:'' 1999, 2002 (Strings)
*''Recording date:'' 1999, 2002 (Strings)
*''Status:'' Released
*''Status:'' Released
*''Released on:''  
*''Released on:''
:''[[Fallen]]'' (track #4) – the third single off the album
:''[[Fallen]]'' (track #4) – the third single off the album
:''[[Daredevil Soundtrack|Daredevil: The Album]]'' (track #17)
:''[[Daredevil Soundtrack|Daredevil: The Album]]'' (track #17)
: most of [[My Immortal Single|"My Immortal" single]] editions  
:most of [[My Immortal Single|"My Immortal" single]] editions
*''Length:'' 4:24
*''Length:'' 4:24


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*''Released on:''
*''Released on:''
:Re-release of ''[[Fallen]]'' (track #12, track #13 on Japanese editions)
:Re-release of ''[[Fallen]]'' (track #12, track #13 on Japanese editions)
:All of the [[My Immortal Single|"My Immortal" single]] editions and numerous compilation CDs  
:All of the [[My Immortal Single|"My Immortal" single]] editions and numerous compilation CDs
*''Length:'' 4:36
*''Length:'' 4:36


'''My Immortal [Band version (Guitars down)]'''<ref name="guitarsdown" group="note" />  
'''My Immortal [Band version (Guitars down)]'''<ref name="guitarsdown" group="note" />
*''Recording date:'' August - November 2002
*''Recording date:'' August - November 2002
*''Status:'' Released
*''Status:'' Released
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*''Performing period:'' 2003; December 7, 2011; November 2015; April - May 2016
*''Performing period:'' 2003; December 7, 2011; November 2015; April - May 2016
*''Status:'' Released
*''Status:'' Released
*''Released on:''
*''Released on:''  
:[[Bring Me to Life Single#UK DVD single|"Bring Me to Life" UK DVD single]] (track #4)
:[[Bring Me to Life Single#UK DVD single|"Bring Me to Life" UK DVD single]] (track #4)
:[[My Immortal Single#German 3" (Pock-It!®) CD Single|"My Immortal" German (Pock-It!®) single]] (track #2)
:[[My Immortal Single#German 3" (Pock-It!®) CD Single|"My Immortal" German (Pock-It!®) single]] (track #2)
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*''Length: 4:29''
*''Length: 4:29''


==Download ==   
==Download==   
*[http://www.evanescencereference.info/music/#Evanescence_EP My Immortal (Evanescence EP Outtake)]
*[http://www.evanescencereference.info/music/#Evanescence_EP My Immortal (Evanescence EP Outtake)]
*[http://www.evanescencereference.info/music/#Origin_CD My Immortal (Origin)]
*[http://www.evanescencereference.info/music/#Origin_CD My Immortal (Origin)]
*[http://www.evanescencereference.info/music/#Mystary_EP My Immortal (Mystary EP)]
*[http://www.evanescencereference.info/music/#Mystary_EP My Immortal (Mystary EP)]


==Lyrics==
==Lyrics ==
===''Fallen'', ''Origin'', ''Mystary'', acoustic and band versions===
===''Fallen'', ''Origin'', ''Mystary'', acoustic and band versions===
I'm so tired of being here<br>
I'm so tired of being here<br>
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The video for "My Immortal" was shot in Barcelona (the fountain in the video is a tourist stop for many fans) and played in black-and-white. Throughout the video, Lee is never seen touching the ground because she is a ghost.<ref name="letter11" /> It was released on November 9, 2003.<ref>https://blabbermouth.net/news/evanescence-my-immortal-video-posted-online</ref>
The video for "My Immortal" was shot in Barcelona (the fountain in the video is a tourist stop for many fans) and played in black-and-white. Throughout the video, Lee is never seen touching the ground because she is a ghost.<ref name="letter11" /> It was released on November 9, 2003.<ref>https://blabbermouth.net/news/evanescence-my-immortal-video-posted-online</ref>


In an interview with ''Rock Sound'' magazine, Lee commented on the video's concept:
In an interview with ''Rock Sound'' magazine, Lee commented on the video's concept:<ref name="rocksound1" />


{{quote|You know what? When you see the video it's really amazing. Obviously we filmed it before this [Ben Moody's departure] happened and it's amazing irony, how much it makes sense. We're all separated and wandering the streets looking like it's the day after a funeral, with Ben in a suit and bare feet, and I'm never touching the ground. I'm sitting on a phone booth or lying on a car, to hint that I'm dead, that I'm singing from the dead. It's all about separation. It's almost like the director knew what was going to happen, but he can't have known. It's just one of those fate things.}}
{{quote|You know what? When you see the video it's really amazing. Obviously we filmed it before this [Ben Moody's departure] happened and it's amazing irony, how much it makes sense. We're all separated and wandering the streets looking like it's the day after a funeral, with Ben in a suit and bare feet, and I'm never touching the ground. I'm sitting on a phone booth or lying on a car, to hint that I'm dead, that I'm singing from the dead. It's all about separation. It's almost like the director knew what was going to happen, but he can't have known. It's just one of those fate things.}}
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#"My Immortal" [Band version]
#"My Immortal" [Band version]
#"My Immortal" [Live from Cologne]
#"My Immortal" [Live from Cologne]
#"[[Haunted]]" [Live from ''Sessions@AOL'']
# "[[Haunted]]" [Live from ''Sessions@AOL'']
#"My Immortal" [Video]
#"My Immortal" [Video]
#"My Immortal" [Video - Behind the Scenes]
#"My Immortal" [Video - Behind the Scenes]
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*[http://www.evanescencewebsite.com/Tabs/Sheets/Evanescence%20-%20My%20Immortal%20(Real).pdf Piano sheet music (real)]
*[http://www.evanescencewebsite.com/Tabs/Sheets/Evanescence%20-%20My%20Immortal%20(Real).pdf Piano sheet music (real)]


== Notes==
==Notes==
{{reflist|group=note|refs=
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==References==
== References==
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{{reflist|2|refs=


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<ref name=letter11>{{cite web|last=Lee|first=Amy|title=Letter to Amy from my 11-year-old cousin|url=http://www.evboard.com/562590-post39.html|work=[[EvBoard]]|archiveurl=http://web.archive.org/web/20160606043420/http://www.evboard.com/562590-post39.html|archivedate=June 6, 2016|date=October 13, 2004|accessdate=October 29, 2013}}</ref>
<ref name=letter11>{{cite web|last=Lee|first=Amy|title=Letter to Amy from my 11-year-old cousin|url=http://www.evboard.com/562590-post39.html|work=[[EvBoard]]|archiveurl=http://web.archive.org/web/20160606043420/http://www.evboard.com/562590-post39.html|archivedate=June 6, 2016|date=October 13, 2004|accessdate=October 29, 2013}}</ref>


<ref name=metaledge>{{cite journal|last=Campagna|first=Cathy A.|date=February 2004|url=http://galeria.evanescence.com.br/thumbnails.php?album=1542|title=Evanescence: New Royalty|journal=Metal Edge|page=23|volume=49|archiveurl=http://web.archive.org/web/20140116211147/http://www.evanescencewebsite.com/Fallen/displayimage.php?album=167&pos=13|archivedate=January 16, 2014}}</ref>
<ref name=metaledge>{{cite journal|last=Campagna|first=Cathy A.|date=February 2004|url=http://galeria.evanescence.com.br/thumbnails.php?album=1542|title=Evanescence: New Royalty|journal=Metal Edge|page=22-23|volume=49|archiveurl=http://web.archive.org/web/20140116211147/http://www.evanescencewebsite.com/Fallen/displayimage.php?album=167&pos=13|archivedate=January 16, 2014}}</ref>


<ref name=metaledge2>{{cite journal|last=Gargano|first=Paul|date=August 2003|title=Evanescence Brought to Life|journal=Metal Edge|page=18|issue=4|volume=49}}</ref>
<ref name=metaledge2>{{cite journal|last=Gargano|first=Paul|date=August 2003|title=Evanescence Brought to Life|journal=Metal Edge|page=18|issue=4|volume=49}}</ref>
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<ref name="dhsongwriter">{{cite news|last=Kawashima|first=Dale|title=Interview With Hit Songwriter & Producer David Hodges|url=https://www.songwriteruniverse.com/david-hodges-songwriter-2019.htm|work=Songwriter Universe|date=June 17, 2019}}</ref>
<ref name="dhsongwriter">{{cite news|last=Kawashima|first=Dale|title=Interview With Hit Songwriter & Producer David Hodges|url=https://www.songwriteruniverse.com/david-hodges-songwriter-2019.htm|work=Songwriter Universe|date=June 17, 2019}}</ref>
<ref name=rocksound1>{{cite journal|last=Baker|first=Trevor|title=Evanescence: The Leaving Song|journal=Rock Sound|year=2003|pages=28|url=https://www.facebook.com/photo/?fbid=10155259857375739&set=a.10155259759920739}}</ref>
<ref name=rocksound2>{{cite journal|last=Perrone|first=Pierre|title=Evanescence: Vanishing Point|journal=Rock Sound|year=2003|pages=38|url=https://www.facebook.com/photo/?fbid=10155259858190739&set=a.10155259759920739}}</ref>


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This article is about the Evanescence song. For the Ben Moody version, see My Immortal (Ben Moody).

Across the Universe*
All That I'm Living For
Anything for You
Anywhere
Artifact/The Turn
Ascension of the Spirit
Away from Me
Before the Dawn
Better Without You
Bleed
Blind Belief
Breathe No More
Bring Me to Life
Broken Pieces Shine
Call Me When You're Sober
Catherine
Cloud Nine
Demise
Disappear
End of the Dream
Erase This
Eternal
Even in Death
Everybody's Fool
Exodus
Far From Heaven
Farther Away
Feeding the Dark
Field of Innocence
Forever You
Forgive Me
Give Unto Me
Going Under
Good Enough
Haunted
Hello
Hi-Lo
If You Don't Mind
Imaginary
Imperfection
Instrumental 1
Instrumental 2
Instrumental 3
Instrumental 4
Lacrymosa
Lies
Like You
Listen to the Rain
Lithium
Lose Control
Lost in Paradise
Made of Stone
Me & You
Missing
My Heart Is Broken
My Immortal
My Last Breath
Never Go Back
New Way to Bleed
Oceans
October
Origin
Overture
Part of Me
Perfect Dream
Say You Will
Secret Door
Sick
Snow White Queen
So Close
Solitude
Spanish
Surrender
Sweet Sacrifice
Swimming Home
Take Cover
Taking Over Me
The Chain*
The Change
The End
The Game is Over
The In-Between
The Last Song I'm Wasting on You
The Only One
The Other Side
Together Again
Tourniquet
Understanding
Unknown Title
Unraveling
Use My Voice
Wasted on You
Weight of the World
What You Want
Where Will You Go?
Whisper
Yeah Right
You Got a Lot to Learn
Your Love
Your Star
* Cover songs


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General information

Written by: A. Lee, B. Moody and D. Hodges

My Immortal is the fourth track from Evanescence's debut album, Fallen. Amy Lee and Ben Moody co-wrote the song when they were 15, in 1996.[1][2][3] Ben wrote the lyrics about a fictional story. According to him, the song is about a spirit staying with you after its death and haunting you until you actually wish that the spirit were gone because it won't leave you alone.[4][5] Amy wrote the song's melody, piano and added the bridge,[6][7] and contributed a "little bit" of the lyrics.[8] The song was originally going to be included on Amy and Ben's 1998 EP Evanescence, but it didn't make the cut. Ben said in 2003: "Some of the songs on Fallen are six years old. They've been reworked over the years, but Whisper, Imaginary, My Immortal, those are songs that have been around since Amy and I first started writing music together."[9]

In 2000, they released the demo record Origin, which had a demo of the song. This demo was recorded late at night at the radio station where Amy's father worked because they couldn't afford a "real session."[4] The demo contained a MIDI keyboard, played by David Hodges (who joined them in December 1999), and Lee's demo vocal performance as a teen.[10][note 1] Wind-up's A&R Diana Meltzer said that when she heard the song she "knew it was a hit".[11] Wind-up Records forced them to use the demo from Origin on Fallen,[12] and strings were added by Daredevil soundtrack composer Graeme Revell.[13][4] This was the only recording from Origin that Wind-Up used.[14]

The recording with Revell's strings was included in the Daredevil soundtrack by Wind-up Records, along with "Bring Me to Life".[1] The song was picked by the movie's director, Mark Steven Johnson, after he listened to the band's demos.[15]

Until near the end of 2002, the Fallen version (only piano) was played live. They then began playing the "band" version (with the rock ending), which later became the version they released as a single. The "band" version was the version Amy and Ben had originally recorded for Fallen with strings arrangements by David Campbell, who Amy wanted to work with and "fought" to have on the album.[16][4] The Mystary EP version is like the demo recording of the "band" version. Amy is playing piano with added strings in the background. Like the Fallen version, this version doesn't include the rock part at the end.

Since Ben wrote most of the lyrics,[17] Amy said in an interview that it's weird to sing someone else's lyrics, but she learned to reinterpret them and make sense to her.[2] Amy stated that she dislikes the song because "it's just not [her]" and she feels that she's "grown so much now".[12] It's the only song Amy didn't write the lyrics to, so she feels disconnected from it.[8]

The song peaked at #2 on the pop chart just behind Britney Spears' "Toxic".[5]

At the end of the Fallen and the "band" versions a beeps code can be heard. This effect was used also at the end of the electronic version of Breathe No More and Give Unto Me. This code was believed to be a morse code, but it turned out to be a false information; this is what Ben explained about it:

Vin1.jpg It's actually a preset pattern on a keyboard synthesizer that we were using on that song. And if you sustain the note long enough, it trails off into this beeping that sounds a lot like Morse Code and we thought that it sounded really cool, so we left it. So it's there by accident, to be perfectly honest with you.[18] Vin2.jpg


My Immortal was confirmed to be re-recorded and included on the orchestral album, Synthesis, when the track list was revealed through the album's pre-order on September 15, 2017. This version was performed live for the first time on October 14, 2017 at the Pearl Concert Theater in Las Vegas, Nevada for the Synthesis Live tour. Watch a performance of the song here. In a 2017 interview, Amy noted that My Immortal is not her favourite song and almost didn't make it to Synthesis.[19] She stated:

Vin1.jpg I seriously considered not putting it on the album, but it’s this really cool opportunity to do it again. The version that I hear 99.9 percent of the time, I’m in a grocery store and it comes on, is this old demo that I cannot stand. It’s not even a real piano and it’s me singing late at night at my dad’s work where they had a studio and he let us go in there and record and I was in high school. So part of me just wanted to rerecord it and it was just too good of an opportunity to put a new version with David Campbell’s beautiful arrangement at the top of the pile. But that song I’ve never really felt close to. It was written a really long time ago, but now it’s become this big part of our history between our fans and me and I think about the song and the way it makes me feel now. It’s about them, it’s about my relationship with our fans over the years.[20] Vin2.jpg


When asked which Evanescence song that she got bored of in an interview in December 2020, Amy replied My Immortal:

Vin1.jpg I went through a phase where I considered never playing it again because I'm so sick of it. It's hard to have your sound wrapped up into one song, but in general artists are known for one song above the others and for us that's either 'Bring Me To Life' or 'My Immortal'. Both of them have something that doesn't sum up our band right, 'Bring Me To Life' has the rap, but 'My Immortal' is the one Evanescence song that I didn't write the lyrics to. It's precious and from this formative time where we were learning how to make music, but our old guitar player wrote the words and I've never liked them. You tend to love something that you pour your real self and heart into more, so it was never my favourite.[21] Vin2.jpg


Versions

Studio versions:

My Immortal [Fallen version]

  • Recording date: 1999, 2002 (Strings)
  • Status: Released
  • Released on:
Fallen (track #4) – the third single off the album
Daredevil: The Album (track #17)
most of "My Immortal" single editions
  • Length: 4:24

My Immortal [Mystary version]

  • Recording date: 2001–2002
  • Status: Released
  • Released on: Mystary EP (track #2)
  • Length: 4:40

My Immortal [Band version]

  • Recording date: August - November 2002
  • Status: Released
  • Released on:
Re-release of Fallen (track #12, track #13 on Japanese editions)
All of the "My Immortal" single editions and numerous compilation CDs
  • Length: 4:36

My Immortal [Band version (Guitars down)][note 2]

My Immortal [Band version (No strings)][note 3]

My Immortal [Origin version]

  • Recording date: 1999
  • Status: Released
  • Released on: Origin (track #4)
  • Length: 4:26

My Immortal [Evanescence EP outtake]

  • Recording date: 1998
  • Status: Unreleased
  • Length: 5:20

My Immortal [Synthesis version]

  • Recording date: May - August 2017
  • Status: Released
  • Released on: Synthesis (track #14)
  • Length: 4:25


Live versions:

My Immortal [2000–2004 Live]

  • Performing period: 2000 - August 14, 2004
  • Status: Released
  • Recording date: October 17, 2003 ("My Immortal" single), May 25, 2004 (Anywhere but Home)
  • Released on:
"My Immortal" single
Anywhere but Home (track #9)
  • Length: 4:15 ("My Immortal" single), 4:38 (Anywhere but Home)

My Immortal [2006–2007 Live]

  • Performing period: October 5, 2006 - December 8, 2007
  • Example: Air Canada Centre, Toronto, ON, Canada (January 8, 2007)[22]

My Immortal [2009 Live]

My Immortal [2011–2012 Live]

  • Performing Period: August 17, 2011 - November 9, 2012
  • Example: Hollywood Palladium, Hollywood, California, USA (October 11, 2011)[24]

My Immortal [2016 Live]

  • Performing Period: October - November 2016
  • Example: The Diamond Ballroom, Oklahoma City, OK (October 30th, 2016)

My Immortal [2017 Live]

  • Performing Period: April 2017
  • Example: Arenele Romane, Bucharest, Romania (June 29th, 2017)

My Immortal [Synthesis Live]

  • Performing period: October 14, 2017 - September 8, 2018
  • Status: Released
  • Recording date: November 3, 2017
  • Released on: Synthesis Live (track #14)
  • Length: 4:47

My Immortal [Acoustic]

  • Performing period: 2003; December 7, 2011; November 2015; April - May 2016
  • Status: Released
  • Released on:
"Bring Me to Life" UK DVD single (track #4)
"My Immortal" German (Pock-It!®) single (track #2)
"Lost in Paradise" digital single (track #3)
  • Length: 4:29

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Lyrics

Fallen, Origin, Mystary, acoustic and band versions

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

Evanescence EP outtake

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
I would give the very breath from my chest
To give you all the things that my mind couldn't bear
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I'd love to walk away and pull myself out of the rain
But I can't leave without you
I'd love to live without the constant fear and endless doubt
But I can't live without you

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

Video

My Immortal Video

The video for "My Immortal" was shot in Barcelona (the fountain in the video is a tourist stop for many fans) and played in black-and-white. Throughout the video, Lee is never seen touching the ground because she is a ghost.[25] It was released on November 9, 2003.[26]

In an interview with Rock Sound magazine, Lee commented on the video's concept:[17]

Vin1.jpg You know what? When you see the video it's really amazing. Obviously we filmed it before this [Ben Moody's departure] happened and it's amazing irony, how much it makes sense. We're all separated and wandering the streets looking like it's the day after a funeral, with Ben in a suit and bare feet, and I'm never touching the ground. I'm sitting on a phone booth or lying on a car, to hint that I'm dead, that I'm singing from the dead. It's all about separation. It's almost like the director knew what was going to happen, but he can't have known. It's just one of those fate things. Vin2.jpg


The video was filmed 2 weeks before Ben Moody left the band.[4]

In a comment on EvBoard, Amy said that her hair in the video is very similar to the way her hair is naturally (she straightens it normally).[27]

Commercial release

Exquisite-kfind.png Main article: My Immortal Single

The "My Immortal" single was released on December 8, 2003.

Tracks released with this single include:

  1. "My Immortal" [Band version]
  2. "My Immortal" [Live from Cologne]
  3. "Haunted" [Live from Sessions@AOL]
  4. "My Immortal" [Video]
  5. "My Immortal" [Video - Behind the Scenes]
  6. "My Immortal" [Band version (No strings)]
  7. "My Immortal" [Band version (Guitars down)]
  8. "My Immortal" [Fallen version]
  9. "My Immortal" [Live acoustic]

Guitar tabs & sheet music

Notes

  1. ↑ Amy said she wasn't allowed to be a "piano player" on Fallen, though she wrote the arrangements. David is credited on the album's liner notes for piano/keyboards.[1][2][3][4]
  2. ↑ This version is the exact same as the band version, however the guitar track toward the climax of the song is muted by about half. This was rumored to be used on radio stations where a heavy guitar track would be inappropriate.
  3. ↑ This version was rumored to be used on harder rock radio stations where a major string arrangement would be inappropriate. There are strings on the track, but they don't appear until after the guitar section of the song.

References

  1. ↑ 1.0 1.1 "Interview with DC101 radio on February 24, 2003". Elliot in the Morning. February 24, 2003. http://evanescencereference.info/music/Evanescence-DC101%20Interview%202.mp3.
  2. ↑ 2.0 2.1 Campagna, Cathy A. (February 2004). "Evanescence: New Royalty". Metal Edge 49: 22-23. Archived from the original on January 16, 2014. http://web.archive.org/web/20140116211147/http://www.evanescencewebsite.com/Fallen/displayimage.php?album=167&pos=13.
  3. ↑ "Evanescence’s Future Uncertain, Says Amy Lee: ‘I Have a Lot More That I Want To Do With My Life’". Billboard. September 22, 2014.
  4. ↑ 4.0 4.1 4.2 4.3 4.4 Wiederhorn, Jon (November 5, 2003). "Are There Clues To Evanescence's Problems In Their New Video?". MTV News. Archived from the original on February 21, 2014. https://web.archive.org/web/20140221191651/https://www.mtv.com/news/articles/1480210/evanescence-release-my-immortal-clip.jhtml. Retrieved May 15, 2013.
  5. ↑ 5.0 5.1 "Pop Songs: March 27, 2004". Billboard. Archived from the original on December 9, 2013. http://web.archive.org/web/20131209141406/http://www.billboard.com/charts/2004-03-27/pop-songs. Retrieved October 29, 2013.
  6. ↑ Lee, Amy (August 3, 2005). "Haunted Written Lyrics". Archived from the original on September 18, 2023. https://ghostarchive.org/archive/lRt1m.
  7. ↑ Kawashima, Dale (June 17, 2019). "Interview With Hit Songwriter & Producer David Hodges". Songwriter Universe. https://www.songwriteruniverse.com/david-hodges-songwriter-2019.htm.
  8. ↑ 8.0 8.1 Enos, Morgan (October 21, 2021). "Evanescence's Amy Lee On Her Upcoming Tour With Halestorm, Friendship With Lzzy Hale & How She Feels About "My Immortal" Today". Grammy. https://web.archive.org/web/20211025150214/https://www.grammy.com/grammys/news/evanescence-amy-lee-interview-halestorm-lzzy-hale-tour-co-headlining-the-bitter-truth-my-immortal.
  9. ↑ Gargano, Paul (August 2003). "Evanescence Brought to Life". Metal Edge 49 (4): 18.
  10. ↑ Law, Sam (October 2017). "Symphonic Possession". Kerrang! (1694): 27. ISSN ‎0262-6624. https://evthreads.proboards.com/thread/2472/symphonic-possession-kerrang-issue-1694.
  11. ↑ "Interview with DIANA MELTZER, A&R; at Wind-up Records for Creed, Evanescence". Hit Quarters. July 7, 2003.
  12. ↑ 12.0 12.1 Cashmere, Paul (April 6, 2004). "Amy Lee Hates Evanescence My Immortal". Undercover News. Archived from the original on September 27, 2006. http://web.archive.org/web/20060927193500/http://www.undercover.com.au/news/2004/apr04/20040406_evanescence.html. Retrieved May 15, 2013.
  13. ↑ Reeseman, Bryan (August 1, 2003). "In The Recording Studio With Evanescence: Recording Fallen". Mix. Archived from the original on July 9, 2008. https://web.archive.org/web/20080709040742/http://mixonline.com/recording/interviews/audio_evanescence_enduring_sound/. Retrieved July 11, 2013.
  14. ↑ Email from December 20, 2012 between AeternusAmatorius and a source who claimed to be close to the band during the 1995 to 2001 eras
  15. ↑ Perrone, Pierre (2003). "Evanescence: Vanishing Point". Rock Sound: 38. https://www.facebook.com/photo/?fbid=10155259858190739&set=a.10155259759920739.
  16. ↑ "Amy Lee tells the real story behind Evanescence's 'Bring Me to Life'". Dazed Digital. September 1, 2022. https://web.archive.org/web/20220927023618/https://www.dazeddigital.com/music/article/56815/1/amy-lee-tells-the-real-story-behind-evanescences-bring-me-to-life.
  17. ↑ 17.0 17.1 Baker, Trevor (2003). "Evanescence: The Leaving Song". Rock Sound: 28. https://www.facebook.com/photo/?fbid=10155259857375739&set=a.10155259759920739.
  18. ↑ Desens, Krista (August 6, 2004). "Cracking the 'My Immortal' Code". Net Music Countdown. Archived from the original on May 1, 2005. https://web.archive.org/web/20050501071956/http://netmusiccountdown.com/inc/news_article.php?id=6106. Retrieved July 4, 2010.
  19. ↑ Adams, Cameron (October 3, 2017). "Evanescence have removed the “compromise” rap from biggest hit". news.com.au. https://www.news.com.au/entertainment/music/evanescence-have-removed-the-compromise-rap-from-biggest-hit/news-story/28af28890025b883b06cfad6675259c8.
  20. ↑ Baltin, Steve (November 13, 2017). "Evanescence Amy Lee Talks Orchestral Shows: 'I Think This Is Just A Really Cool Moment In Time'". Forbes. https://www.forbes.com/sites/stevebaltin/2017/11/13/evanescence-amy-lee-talks-orchestral-shows-i-think-this-is-just-a-really-cool-moment-in-time/#dd1206775577.
  21. ↑ Howell, Maddy (December 2020). "The First... Amy Lee". Rock Sound (272): 63. ISSN 1465-0185. https://evthreads.proboards.com/thread/2877/interview-rock-sound-december-2020.
  22. ↑ "ACC, Toronto - January 8, 2007". Jam!. January 9, 2007. http://jam.canoe.ca/Music/Artists/E/Evanescence/ConcertReviews/2007/01/09/3255749.html. Retrieved October 29, 2013.
  23. ↑ Harris, Chris (November 5, 2009). "Evanescence Return to the Stage at 'Secret' New York Gig". Rolling Stone. http://www.rollingstone.com/music/news/evanescence-return-to-the-stage-at-secret-new-york-gig-20091105. Retrieved October 29, 2013.
  24. ↑ Schillaci, Sophie (October 12, 2011). "Evanescence at the Palladium: Concert Review". The Hollywood Reporter. http://www.hollywoodreporter.com/review/evanescence-taylor-momsen-concert-review-247487. Retrieved October 29, 2013.
  25. ↑ Lee, Amy (October 13, 2004). "Letter to Amy from my 11-year-old cousin". EvBoard. Archived from the original on June 6, 2016. http://web.archive.org/web/20160606043420/http://www.evboard.com/562590-post39.html. Retrieved October 29, 2013.
  26. ↑ https://blabbermouth.net/news/evanescence-my-immortal-video-posted-online
  27. ↑ Amy's EvBoard post on October 12, 2004: "okay, I can't believe I'm being the expert hair consultant here, but I just can't believe you guys really think I have straight hair! My natural hair is like in the my immortal video. I know how frustrating it is to get your hair really really straight, and I'm kindof obsessed with japanese fashion"
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