My Immortal

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General Information

Written by: A. Lee and B. Moody

One of the most popular songs ever recorded by the band. This song lasts the entire span of Evanescence’s recording history. It is credited as the 4th song ever written for Evanescence. Ben Moody wrote the original in full when he was 15 years old. It is the second song that he wrote for the band (Understanding is credited as his first). In the later versions of the song, Amy Lee is credited to have written the bridge and the coinciding piano part to the song. There are seven different recorded versions of the song. The Fallen version of the song has strings by composer Graeme Revell.

Until near the end of 2002, the Fallen version was played live. They then began playing the 'Band' version, which later became the version they released as a single. When performed live, Amy is playing the piano herself, but the notes are changed into a much simpler melody, probably to avoid mistakes during live playing. Amy has stated she hates the song because she can never really relate to it (and that you can notice when performing live), since it is not hers and not based on real events.

The Mystary EP version is like the band version's demo recording. Amy is playing piano with added strings in the background. It also has some similarities to the Fallen version, although a lot of fans say that this one has a more sophisticated piano arrangement. Amy also takes short pauses in the choruses. The verses don't have much of a difference to the band version. Like the Fallen version, this version doesn't include the rock part at the end.

The band version was the version originally intended to be on Fallen, but Wind-up Records were unhappy with this version and decided that the Origin version was best but with more strings in the background.

The song has many different interpretations. Ben wrote a short story before writing the lyrics to the song. According to Ben, the song is about a spirit staying with you after its death and haunting you until you actually wish that the spirit were gone because it won't leave you alone. Ben dedicated the song along with the Fallen album to his grandfather. The song peaked at #2 on the pop chart just behind Britney Spears’ Toxic, and was #1 on the Hot Adult Contemporary chart for 3 weeks.

At the end of the Fallen and the band versions can be heard a beeps code. This effect was used also at the end of Breathe No More and of Give Unto Me. This code was believed to be a morse code, but it turned out to be a false information; this is what Ben Moody explained about it:

It's actually a preset pattern on a keyboard synthesizer that we were using on that song. And if you sustain the note long enough, it trails off into this beeping that sounds a lot like Morse Code and we thought that it sounded really cool, so we left it. So it's there by accident, to be perfectly honest with you.

The band version of My Immortal is Ben Moody's last recording with Evanescence before his departure in October of 2003.^{[citation needed]}

This song was nominated for Best Pop Vocal Performance by Duo or Group for the 47th Annual Grammy Awards of 2004.

Versions

Studio versions:

My Immortal [Fallen Version]

• Recording date: 1999
• Status: Released
• Released on:

Fallen (track #4) – the third single off the album

Daredevil Soundtrack (track #17)

most of My Immortal Single editions

• Length: 4:24

My Immortal [Mystary Version]

• Recording date: 2001-2002
• Status: Released
• Released on: Mystary EP (track #2)
• Length: 4:40

My Immortal [Band Version]

• Recording date: September 2003^{[citation needed]}
• Status: Released
• Released on:

Re-release of Fallen (track #12, sometimes track #13)

All My Immortal Single editions and numerous compilation CDs

• Length: 4:36

My Immortal [Band Version (Guitars Down)]

• Recording date: September 2003
• Status: Released
• Released on: My Immortal UK CD Two Single and most of the Radio Promos
• Length: 4:36

My Immortal [Band Version (No Strings)]

• Recording date: September 2003
• Status: Released
• Released on: Most of the Radio Promos
• Length: 4:36

My Immortal [Origin Version]

• Recording date: 1999
• Status: Released
• Released on: Origin (track #4)
• Length: 4:26

My Immortal [Evanescence EP Outtake]

• Recording date: 1997-1998
• Status: Unreleased
• Length: 5:20

Live versions:

My Immortal [2000-2004 Live]

• Performing period: 2000-2004
• Status: Released
• Recording date: October 17, 2003 (My Immortal Single), May 25, 2004 (Anywhere But Home)
• Released on:

My Immortal Single

Anywhere But Home (track #9)

• Length: 4:15 (My Immortal Single), 4:38 (Anywhere But Home)

My Immortal [2006-2007 Live]

• Performing period: 2006 - December 8, 2007
• Example: Air Canada Centre, Toronto, ON, Canada

My Immortal [2009 Live]

• Performing Period: November 4, November 8, 2009
• Performed at: New York City Secret Show and Maquinaria Festival, São Paulo, Brazil

My Immortal [2011-2012 Live]

• Performing Period: August 17, 2011 - November 9, 2012
• Example: War Memorial Auditorium, Nashville, Tennessee, USA

My Immortal [Acoustic]

• Performing period: 2003, 2011
• Status: Released
• Released on:

Bring Me To Life UK DVD (track #4)

My Immortal German (Pock-It!®) Single (track #2)

Lost In Paradise Digital Single (track #3)

• Length: 4:29

Download

• My Immortal (Evanescence EP Outtake)

• My Immortal (Origin)

• My Immortal (Mystary EP)

Lyrics

Fallen, Origin, Mystary, Acoustic and Band Versions

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

Evanescence EP Outtake

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
I would give the very breath from my chest
To give you all the things that my mind couldn't bear
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I'd love to walk away and pull myself out of the rain
But I can't leave without you
I'd love to live without the constant fear and endless doubt
But I can't live without you

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

Video

My Immortal Video

The video for "My Immortal" was shot in Barcelona (the fountain in the video is a tourist stop for many fans) and played in black-and-white. Throughout the video, Lee is never seen touching the ground because she is a ghost.

In an interview with Rock Sound Magazine, Lee commented on the video's concept:

You know what? When you see the video it's really amazing. Obviously we filmed it before this [Ben Moody's departure] happened and it's amazing irony, how much it makes sense. We're all separated and wandering the streets looking like it's the day after a funeral, with Ben in a suit and bare feet, and I'm never touching the ground. I'm sitting on a phone booth or lying on a car, to hint that I'm dead, that I'm singing from the dead. It's all about separation. It's almost like the director knew what was going to happen, but he can't have known. It's just one of those fate things.

The video was filmed 2 weeks before Ben Moody walked away.

In a comment on EvBoard, Amy said that her hair in the video is very similar to the way her hair is naturally (she straightens it normally)

Watch the video on Evanescence.com

Commercial Release

Main Article: My Immortal Single

Commercial Single Released December 8, 2003/December 30, 2003

Tracks released with this single include:

1. My Immortal [Band Version]
2. My Immortal [Live from Cologne]
3. Haunted [Live from Sessions @ AOL]
4. My Immortal [Video]
5. My Immortal [Video - Behind The Scenes]
6. My Immortal [Band Version (No Strings)]
7. My Immortal [Band Version (Guitars Down)]
8. My Immortal [Fallen Album Version]
9. My Immortal [Live Acoustic]

Guitar Tabs & Sheet Music

• Piano sheet music (Live version) - arranged by Nolan
• Piano sheet music (Album version) - arranged by Yi Su
• Piano sheet music (Piano/vocal version - 1997 demos) - arranged by Kyle Marcolini
• Piano sheet music (real)