My Immortal

From The Evanescence Reference

Across the Universe*
All That I'm Living For
Anything for You
Anywhere
Artifact/The Turn
Ascension of the Spirit
Away from Me
Before the Dawn
Better Without You
Bleed
Blind Belief
Breathe No More
Bring Me to Life
Broken Pieces Shine
Call Me When You're Sober
Catherine
Cloud Nine
Demise
Disappear
End of the Dream
Erase This
Eternal
Even in Death
Everybody's Fool
Exodus
Far From Heaven
Farther Away
Feeding the Dark
Field of Innocence
Forever You
Forgive Me
Give Unto Me
Going Under
Good Enough
Haunted
Hello
Hi-Lo
If You Don't Mind
Imaginary
Imperfection
Instrumental 1
Instrumental 2
Instrumental 3
Instrumental 4
Lacrymosa
Lies
Like You
Listen to the Rain
Lithium
Lose Control
Lost in Paradise
Made of Stone
Me & You
Missing
My Heart Is Broken
My Immortal
My Last Breath
Never Go Back
New Way to Bleed
Oceans
October
Origin
Overture
Part of Me
Perfect Dream
Say You Will
Secret Door
Sick
Snow White Queen
So Close
Solitude
Spanish
Surrender
Sweet Sacrifice
Swimming Home
Take Cover
Taking Over Me
The Chain*
The Change
The End
The Game is Over
The In-Between
The Last Song I'm Wasting on You
The Only One
The Other Side
Together Again
Tourniquet
Understanding
Unknown Title
Unraveling
Use My Voice
Wasted on You
Weight of the World
What You Want
Where Will You Go?
Whisper
Yeah Right
You Got a Lot to Learn
Your Love
Your Star
* Cover songs


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General Information

Written by: A. Lee and B. Moody

One of the most popular songs ever recorded by the band. This song lasts the entire span of Evanescence’s recording history. It is credited as the 4th song ever written for Evanescence. Ben Moody wrote the original in full when he was 15 years old. It is the second song that he wrote for the band (Understanding is credited as his first). In the later versions of the song, Amy Lee is credited to have written the bridge and the coinciding piano part to the song. There are seven different recorded versions of the song. The Fallen version of the song has strings by composer Graeme Revell.

Until near the end of 2002, the Fallen version was played live. They then began playing the 'Band' version, which later became the version they released as a single. When performed live, Amy is playing the piano herself, but the notes are changed into a much simpler melody, probably to avoid mistakes during live playing. Amy has stated she hates the song because she can never really relate to it (and that you can notice when performing live), since it is not her's and not based on real events.

The Mystary EP version is like the band version's demo recording. Amy is playing piano with added strings in the background. It also has some similarities to the Fallen version. Amy also takes short pauses in the chorus. The verses don't have much of a difference to the band version. Like the Fallen version, this version doesn't include the rock part at the end. Wind-up Records were unhappy with this version and decided that the Origin version was best but with more strings in the background.

The song has many different interpretations. Ben wrote a short story before writing the lyrics to the song. According to Ben, the song is about a spirit staying with you after its death and haunting you until you actually wish that the spirit were gone because it won't leave you alone. Ben dedicated the song along with the Fallen album to his grandfather. The song peaked at #2 on the pop chart just behind Britney Spears’ Toxic, and was #1 on the Hot Adult Contemporary chart for 3 weeks.

The band version of My Immortal is Ben Moody's last recording with Evanescence before his departure in October of 2003.

This song was nominated for Best Pop Vocal Performance by Duo or Group for the 47th Annual Grammy Awards.

Versions

Studio versions:

My Immortal [Fallen version]

  • Recording date: August - November 2002
  • Status: Released
  • Released on:
Fallen (track #4) – the third single off the album
Daredevil Soundtrack (track #17)
most of My Immortal Single editions
  • Length: 4:24

My Immortal [Mystary version] [1]

  • Recording date: 2002
  • Status: Released
  • Released on: Mystary EP (track #2)
  • Length: 4:40

My Immortal [Band version] [2]

  • Recording date: September 2003
  • Status: Released
  • Released on:
Re-release of Fallen (track #12, sometimes track #13)
All My Immortal Single editions and numerous compilation CDs
  • Length: 4:36

My Immortal [Origin version] [3]

  • Recording date: 1999
  • Status: Released
  • Released on: Origin (track #4)
  • Length: 4:26

My Immortal [Original version][4]

  • Recording date: 1997-1998
  • Status: Unreleased
  • Length: 5:20


Live versions:

My Immortal [Anywhere But Home DVD live]

  • Performing period: 2000-2004 and some concerts of The Open Door tour 2006-2007
  • Status: Released
  • Recording date: May 25, 2004
  • Released on: Anywhere But Home (track #9)
  • Length: 4:38

My Immortal [Live from Cologne]

  • Performing period: 2000-2004
  • Status: Released
  • Recording date: October 17, 2003
  • Released on: My Immortal Single
  • Length: 4:15

My Immortal [Acoustic]

  • Performing period: 2003
  • Status: Released
  • Released on: Bring Me To Life DVD
  • Length: 4:29


Lyrics

Fallen, Origin, Acoustic and Band Versions

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

Original Version

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
I would give the very breath from my chest
To give you all the things that my mind couldn't bear
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I'd love to walk away and pull myself out of the rain
But I can't leave without you
I'd love to live without the constant fear and endless doubt
But I can't live without you

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

Video

My Immortal Video

The video for "My Immortal" was shot in Barcelona (the fountain in the video is a tourist stop for many fans) and played in black-and-white. Throughout the video, Lee is never seen touching the ground because she is a ghost.[5]

In an interview with Rock Sound Magazine, Lee commented on the video's concept:

Vin1.jpg You know what? When you see the video it's really amazing. Obviously we filmed it before this [Ben Moody's departure] happened and it's amazing irony, how much it makes sense. We're all separated and wandering the streets looking like it's the day after a funeral, with Ben in a suit and bare feet, and I'm never touching the ground. I'm sitting on a phone booth or lying on a car, to hint that I'm dead, that I'm singing from the dead. It's all about separation. It's almost like the director knew what was going to happen, but he can't have known. It's just one of those fate things.[6] Vin2.jpg

The video was filmed 2 weeks before Ben Moody walked away.

In a comment on EvBoard, Amy said that her hair in the video is very similar to the way her hair is naturally (she straightens it normally)

Watch the video on Evanescence.com

Commercial Release

Main Article: My Immortal Single

Commercial Single Released December 8, 2003/December 30, 2003

Tracks released with this single include:

  1. My Immortal [Band Version]
  2. My Immortal [Live from cologne]
  3. Haunted [Live from Sessions @ AOL]
  4. My Immortal [video]
  5. My Immortal [video - Behind The Scenes]
  6. My Immortal [Band Version (No Strings)] [7]
  7. My Immortal [Band Version (Guitars Down)] [8]
  8. My Immortal [(Fallen Album Version]
  9. My Immortal [Live Acoustic]

Guitar Tabs & Sheet Music

Notes and References

  1. The Mystary version is similar to the Band version. The string arrangement was made David Campbell
  2. Three versions of the band version were recorded for radio play in late September 2003. One with Campbell’s string arrangement, one without strings, and another one just like the with-strings one, but the guitars volume is reduced to half.
  3. The Origin one is similar to the Fallen version. The Origin version has no strings and features a louder backup vocal by David Hodges.
  4. This version was a piano/vocal only. Evanescence EP outtake
  5. See Amy's post explaining the fact
  6. [http://img258.imageshack.us/img258/3275/65688rs3qp3.jpg Rock Sound Magazine
  7. This version was rumored to be used on harder rock radio stations where a major string arrangement would be inappropriate. There are strings on the track, but they don't appear until after the guitar section of the song.
  8. This Version is the exact same as the Band Version, however the guitar track toward the climax of the song is muted by about half. This was rumored to be used on radio stations where a heavy guitar track would be inappropriate.